Allen Ellema

I AM.. a daughter a grand-daughter a niece a cousin a friend a lover a young girl and a grown woman. i am-- confident and scared terrified and excited. loving and caring thoughtful and hopeful. i am-- sick and tired. shy and friendly. careful and careless. i am-- broken and whole. i am being misunderstood,misguided and mislead. i am-- hard-working and determined but a little scared on the inside. i wish on the stars and dream my dreams. i pray to GOD and cry my tears. i smile on the outside while im dying on the inside. i listen to others who won't listen to me. i believe in passion but not in true love. i love you and i want you but not so close.